Did I hear somebody say that interviews can be a breezy experience if you are well prepared and are calm? Ha...what an understatement, as I found out yesterday. As part of the Career Advancement scheme, as one moves to another scale or whatever, one faces a panel which decides if the employee is worthy of the upward movement. So, the TRB recruits of 2001 faced the experts' panel and the Commissioner on the 11th and the 12th. Mine was slotted for the 12th morning at GCT, Coimbatore.

The shock of seeing other colleagues emerge from the room is by itself unnerving. I thought I was handling it quite well by indulging in small talk and shop talk with friends. However, Vijay Anbalagan refused to talk or sing as is his wont and preferred to wander about. I was the second last to be called in. The shock hit me hard. There was the Commissioner himself and the ten other panel members to make the room smaller. No walls or windows are visible. The eyes play tricks and only these people fill one's vision. It looks like they are all waiting to ask questions and as one turns around ( the turnable computer chair made it seem like one was on a merry-go-round), the mouth turns dry and the lips seem to stick to one another. The heart is heard thudding...you wonder if the others can hear it...for the first few questions you only hear yourself as if from an echoing room. Then slowly sanity prevails and you begin to notice that everyone is trying their best to put you at ease. It seems easier to answer questions, if one is courteous, open and smiling.

After one has finished the interview, one savours every moment and tries very hard to recall every single moment...hard though it is. To admit, I shall never tell my students that interviews only require good preparation. Having expereinced it all first hand, I now empathise with my students who face these hard nosed campus interviewers in order to nail that job. Hats off to my students. They are brave, soldierly and can be called the courageous knights of the present day. And, if you dont agree with me, face an interview board and you will certainly know that I speak nothing but the truth. It is always easier to be the interviewer than the interviewed.